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[23 Jun 2005|08:03pm]
well i am sick. it sucks. ive been sick for almost a week now. curses!

i have been musically decommissioned by this illness, though when i am well again, i will be working hard.

i now have a financial planner. cool shit there. i will be rich.

other things have been very.... weird. but good. but really weird. things i never thought would happen again in my lifetime are happening, but differently than before. much differently.

mmmmmm books. 1984 (George Orwell) and The Mind and The Brain: Neuroplasticity and the Power of Mental Force (Jeffrey M. Schwartz, M.D., and Sharon Begley) are my recent purchases. i love knowledge.

(14 happy faces | fuck me)

[14 Jun 2005|05:42pm]
lately i find myself wondering why it is that there arent many girls around here who are worth "it" i sat here for about 10 minutes trying to figure out what to put there. i think "it" works just fine.

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curse but yes [06 Jun 2005|05:05pm]
i just listened to InterWar on my dads surround sound. i need to do additional mixing :( the bass is not low enough. fuck.

on the good side, however, yesterday was a fun time.
first i went to my cousin chris's grad party which was pretty sad because he is leaving to go into the army in like 2 weeks. many tears were shed, none by me of course, but my moms side of the fam is an emotional bunch.

after all that, i came home and started to play some good old tfc when i got a call from paulily asking if i wanted to go with them to dudeks grad party. i decided that would be a good idea.

while there, i saw squibb which was pretty cool since i hadnt seen him in ages. then the storm came, and we were forced to take refuge inside. that ended up being pret-ty fun. some broads from the high school asked me about the 'incident' since apparently im a legend there (people say to each other, "im going to pull a pomante on you"). i obliged. they enjoyed. i had a good time ripping on them.

despues, i drove home while paul drove lily home and came back over here. we played DOD and ate chips and salsa. im glad paul is back; its just like old times: playing video games, gluttonizing, talkin about bitches, fucking each other in the ass...erm... yeah good times.

i must shower, for i just returned home from work.

(2 happy faces | fuck me)

[05 Jun 2005|07:01pm]
work work work work work work

lots of it

no music lately :(

though i did think of a good concept to base things around for an album

now i just need to get my music juices flowing

19 in three days

no canada yet :(

time to kill my boredoms

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beaches and bitches [29 May 2005|02:38pm]
i went to the beach last night. for no apparent reason i decided i wanted to go to the beach. i brought laura. we walked around and had a good time.

liz talked to me last night. she got all mad at me and said a lot of 'fuck you's and 'i fucking hate you's. it was very amusing.

techfest will have to be tomorrow. there is a concert type thing that i would rather go to tonight, and i dont want to pay for both of them. so, since i know ill enjoy the music at the concert more, i have chosen it.

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[26 May 2005|06:53pm]
not much news here. factory work is not bad. getting up at 7 is. in my free time ive been playing a lot of half-life2 with paul (including its assorted mods).

occasionally i find time to work on music (like i have been today), but i still dont have anything close to being finished. i have 5 projects in the works right now, but im betting that only one of them comes to see the light of day. we will see how things turn out. im not going to try and force myself to finish something just to have more music and have it turn out to be something that doesnt induce feelings of pride (and those little chillies i get sometimes).

im hanging out with ryan today. i miss the kid. i might have to slap him around a bit.

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[16 May 2005|08:50pm]
started my new job today. not too shabby. much better atmosphere than the fondue room. fuckin fondue room.

also hung out with cait and sarah, which was cool.

now i shall get on the music. i feel inspired.

(11 happy faces | fuck me)

[14 May 2005|12:47pm]
[ mood | amused ]

ooohhh there really is nothing quite like livejournal mudslinging. unfortunately, i will not be partaking in the festivities. better luck next time.

i dont really know how noissa.com is doing (dumbass forgot to put a counter on it), but myspace.com/noissa is booming. it pleases me immensely to have people enjoying that which i so enjoyed creating.

on another note, i totally passed out at 1 last night and didnt do anything. that waws a much needed 11 hours of sleep right there.

now its off to the old fondue room, cant wait to start my new job and only have to be at the tomb 1 day a week. im going to be tiiiiiired.

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NOISSA.COM LAUNCHED [08 May 2005|02:41pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

after much frustration and work,


is ready for the public.

there is still construction to be done to it, and it will be constantly improving (updates of changes will be posted here), but i feel that it is ready for your viewing pleasures.


i must give very special thanks to josh mcallister (function13 ) for doing everything in his power to help make this happen.  without him, there would be no site.  THANK YOU JOSH!

now everyone go and comment, critique, etc.  all comments are welcome.

(16 happy faces | fuck me)

[03 May 2005|12:44pm]
[ mood | uggggh ]

the site should have been up by now

i hate microsoft frontpage.

i think im going to look around for something else that will make it work the way i want it, because its too much trouble doing it the way i have been, especially since i have such high expectations of it. i dont seem to be taking the fact that ive never done anything like this before into account. fuck that, im not aiming low.

side notes:

bought a dimmu borgir cd, a celtic frost cd, and the new prodigy yesterday.
ate 10 white castle burgers last night.
told her that i wanted her to die. is that wrong?
need a job that doesnt fuck me over on a regular basis

(10 happy faces | fuck me)

[24 Apr 2005|06:14pm]
New directions. NoIsSa is becoming a monster. i completed a song in 5 hours yesterday. ive never felt so powerful. soon, soon there will be a new site. maybe even a real site, not just a myspace music type job, depending on what kind of free hosting i can find if any. if i can get something, ill need some serious help with webdesign since i dont know shit about it. any takers? also, if anyone has any suggestions as to some free webspace, all is appreciated.

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[23 Apr 2005|12:15pm]
city club last night
met good people
now time for music

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it all goes to plan [19 Apr 2005|12:12pm]
[ mood | excellent ]

Life.  life is as excellent as i had imagined.

"Why is life so excellent, Nick?"

Ill tell ya why:

numero uno - there is no stress from the female species.  expecially the most volatile of them.  yall should know of which i speak.  no worries.  hakunamafuckintata. 

number dutch - NoIsSa is up and running.  full throttle.  im working on music like a rabbit workin his hoe.  and good music too.  none of that rubbish on the purevolume site, no.  experience works wonders.  once i *complete* a few more, and get my pictures taken by megalomaniac83 , ill start up a myspace music site, and leave that purevolume nonsense to the vultures.

# twat - school is almost over, which means summer.  though i will be working, fun will be had.  mejal will come to visit me this summer.

numma fo - things and people i used to care about are down by the wayside.  thank me for small favors.

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[26 Mar 2005|02:45pm]
i went to city club last night. that was pretty fun. i danced. im a good dancer. the end.

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Grammar Czar [25 Mar 2005|02:35pm]
paul posted a quiz that i was inclined to take since it was about the english language.

my results confused me

English Genius
You scored 100% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 87% Advanced, and 82% Expert!
You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go!

Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!

For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 77% on Beginner

You scored higher than 77% on Intermediate

You scored higher than 30% on Advanced

You scored higher than 91% on Expert
Link: The Commonly Confused Words Test written by shortredhead78 on Ok Cupid

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free and shit [20 Mar 2005|01:54am]
im not talking to her anymore, things are going to be soo much better. not worth it anymore. kinda like crack, it doesnt really make ya feel that great, but ya want more anyway and all it does is fuck your body and mind up in the worst way. maybe thats mean, but i dont care. i am far too drunk to care about scruples and shit. scrup this

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two in one day? weird [17 Mar 2005|03:01am]

well i jsut maade a cool animation for sam (megalomaniac83 ).  i feel accomplished.


speaking of accomplishing things, sometime in the near future i should be completing and putting new music up on www.purevolume.com/noissa  until then, there is always the old stuff to listen to.

(2 happy faces | fuck me)

[17 Mar 2005|12:35am]
ryan and i almost beat some ass today
my synth is out of tune
i wrote something that was pretty cool
i cant stop listening to buck 65
i <3 huckabees was 10 times better than i thought it would be
i think ill watch it a second time-a

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be vague [20 Feb 2005|09:22pm]
man im not sure about this. good, but bad. yes, but no. do i?

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things are be good [20 Feb 2005|02:25am]
ya know, things are good. a lot bettrer than i thought they would be. i guess thats cuz ive been hanging with my posse of late. my girlfriend is in ohio, but im still having fun. probably more fun than if she were here. who knows. maybe im just intoxicated. i have to dookie.

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